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surrounded by voice lost by sound touched im not talented i loss everyday im scattered im shattered im in a bit of pieces across a lonesome globe someone wont see this no one will plee this that this world is of a brak in a valve a splash of paint on the new rug a burn on your new leather seats a new saddening feat that feeds this world temptation and glory im sick im sad and this is my damn story im lost and lonely confused and lost you dont know who i am and i cant comprehend what im doin someone must striken this moment and breeze through my eyes stop this bloodshed and make one a child been fed....im sappy not more im happy and your a whore im lost i tell you im lost and im not trying to be found...why you dont ask...why.....because i dont want this torture i cant stand to see your sickness im growing im getting better i bought this pretty new sweater that feeds me inspiration and glorys me inside im happy no sad baby i wish we were together just like them damn glad bags always so fresh and so happy no problems no worries no broken little hearts no nothing but constant....and im changed i am im changing for more...i dont do drugs darling im giving it up....i dropped it all to start a new so i dont fall were you are but wait a second and look up at me i can help you my dear i can stop all this maddness i can save you from what you've become if you give me your mind for a minute and open your ears and close your eyes to hear whats happend and whats breaking this world into shambbles the same path your fallin down my dear...ill save you i must but you must agree before i can start the end of your sickness....i will always love you and you know this and no doubt fucking about it you will never forget i love you unless you become consumed by this evilness...................
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| stolen from blonde_candy |
[17 Jan 2004|05:25pm] |
bold the one's you've been to.
Alabama / Alaska / Arizona / Arkansas / California / Colorado / Connecticut / Delaware / Florida / Georgia / Hawaii / Idaho / Illinois / Indiana / Iowa / Kansas / Kentucky / Louisiana / Maine / Maryland / Massachusetts / Michigan / Minnesota / Mississippi / Missouri / Montana / Nebraska / Nevada / New Hampshire / New Jersey / New Mexico / New York / North Carolina / North Dakota / Ohio / Oklahoma / Oregon / Pennsylvania / Rhode Island / South Carolina / South Dakota / Tennessee / Texas / Utah / Vermont / Virginia / Washington / West Virginia / Wisconsin / Wyoming / District of Columbia
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[27 Dec 2003|05:43pm] |
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| ALL I WANT FOR CHIRSTMAS IS YOU!!!! |
[25 Dec 2003|02:52pm] |
I don’t want a lot for christmas
There’s just one thing I need
I don’t care about presents
Underneath the christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true...
All I want for christmas
Is you...
I don’t want a lot for christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don’t care about presents
Underneath the christmas tree
I don’t need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa claus won’t make me happy
With a toy on christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for christmas is you...
You baby
I won’t ask for much this christmas
I won’t even wish for snow
I’m just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won’t make a list and send it
To the north pole for saint nick
I won’t even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeer click
’cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
Baby all I want for christmas is you
You...
All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of children’s
Laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won’t you bring me the one I really need
Won’t you please bring my baby to me
Oh I don’t want a lot for christmas
This is all I’m asking for
I just want to see baby
Standing right outside my door
Oh I just want her for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for christmas is
You
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[23 Dec 2003|08:48pm] |
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"That time of year thou mayst in me behold
When yellow leaves, or none, or few, do hang
Upon those boughs which shake against the cold,
Bare ruined choirs, where late the sweet birds sang.
In me thou see'st the twilight of such day
As after sunset fadeth in the west,
Which by and by black night doth take away,
Death's second self that seals up all in rest.
In me thou see'st the glowing of such fire,
That on the ashes of his youth doth lie,
As the death-bed, whereon it must expire
Consumed with that which it was nourished by.
This thou perceiv'st, which makes they love more strong
To love that well, which thou must leave ere long."
--William Shakespeare
Sonnet 73 (1609)
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| i stole this from aprils journal...hehe |
[21 Dec 2003|03:07pm] |
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Instructions:
1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that you have in common with me.
3. Whatever you don't bold, replace with things about you.
01. my name is Mike
02. I listen to my heart more than my head.
03. i'm in love with no one and prolly never will be.
04. i hate my hair
05. I am a virgin
06. i like reading...i admit it..hehe
07. compliments make my self esteem sky rocket..
08. it bothers me when people TyPe LiKe Dis.
09. I love getting LJ comments, text messages, etc. Petty, maybe, but it makes me happy.
10. i hate being sick
11. I LOVE to eat.
12. Music is a huge part of my life, and I wish I could make it.
13. i wish everyone could just DIE
14. I am sad because i was born
15. Im usually always cold
16. I love to sing in the shower.
17. I sometimes have premonitions/know what’s going to happen before it happens.
18. i need some alcohol right now!
19. im not on enough medication
20. i am one of the dumbest people you will meet.
21. Im takin by no one...
22. i enjoy hugging people
23. i enjoy making new friends
24. the original nintendo is the best
25. i love to draw.
26. I like rap music on occasion
27. my parents are assholes
28. I hate oversleeping
29. I HATE SCHOOL
30. little kids are scared of me.
31. my style has changed so much in the past few years
32. Sometimes I do things even though I know they'll hurt me terribly.
33. i am a sucker for cute, romantic stuff. however vague that was, you know what i mean.
34. Assumptions are dangerous, but I tend to make them anyway.
35. i love cats....meow!
36.I love to surprise people and make my friends happy.
37. i dislike tv....to many damn commercials
38. i weigh 170
39. im eating right now....orange crush and cheetos...hehe
40. i want to drive
41. mail order is the best way to get things.
42. APRIL is an awesome friend!
43. my whole body hurts!
44. i can't express any emotion.(sometimes)
45. i rarely cry.
46. i don't have any homework tonight. (FUCK YEAH NO FUCKING SCHOOL).
47. i love all music except christmas music.
48. I like to draw alot
49. my room is clean
50. i hate [stupid] girls who aren't themselves.
51. i do skateboard but wish i could get sponcered.$$$
52. i love guitars and pianos i wish i knew how to play them
53. my crazy grandma is still alive.
54. I prefer real live over computer communication.
55. there are CERTAIN people i need to hang out with more.
56. im not much of a holiday person =/
57. vacations make me really happy.
58. i dont do drugs
60. I am going to move on a beach someday.
61. i wish i was at a concert right now
62. i am not a good cook...Can you say EASY MAC?
63. I procrastinate, just like every other human being.
64. I miss you badly.
65. My dad is a bad father sometimes
66. sometimes i think about people.
67. I don't go to church
68. i know i have never been in loved
69. I HATE most people
70. The moments that are most beautiful are when you are driving at night with your friend(s) and the windows are down and the music is blaring and you all know the words and just sink to the beat.
71. i like to watch that 70's show.
72. i have really bad foot(ankle) problems
73. I want to do something worthwhile with my life, regardless of fame or fortune.
74. i just want that feeling in my heart.
75. I love my friends sometimes.
76. i like kitty cats
77. i love sleeping
78. i only hate most people.
79. i dont love country music
80. i like to dance and jump around.
81. I love Outkast. shake it like a polaroid picture!
82. i am a very outgoing hyper active person
83. I sing in the shower.
84. I hate when people piss me off..right?
85. i love fighting. I wanna join fight club
86. Drugs are bad for you.
87. i wish people were more understanding.
88. i hate to type alll the time
89. I love water
90. I need a good role model
91. i am listening to T.H.U.G. music
92. I Love Chinese food!!!!
93. my ankle hurts
94. i want to die
95. i wish my hair was pink..it was but my dad made me change it :-(
97. I hate racism.
98. i am 15
99. I wish i was away from this state!
100. I don’t know that people know me as well as they think they do, or if they know me at all.
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The worst way to miss someone is to have them standing rite next to you and you know you cant have them...i miss you...
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| I MISS YOU..... |
[17 Dec 2003|06:32pm] |
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Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
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[15 Dec 2003|07:24pm] |
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I thought of you today
And I longed for you to know
To feel
What I would Love to do for you
I would love for you to feel
My hands, gently on your cheeks
Lightly running my fingertips
Over the lobes of your ears
Through your hair
Winding, entwining
Tracing.....lightly
The curve of your neck
I would love to taste you
Inhaling the essence of your passion
Feasting on
The desires of your heart
And I would love for you to feel
My mouth on your shoulders
Your chest, adoring the magnificence
Of the creation, that is YOU
I would love for you to feel
The warmth of my body
My thighs wrapped possessively around you
Holding you close to my own
Slow, rhythmic motion
Together, in a dance of
Body, might, mind and spirit
Transcending the physical
My gift to you
I would love for you to hear me
Whispers of love
Moans of delight
Your name screamed at the heighth
Our passion
Possessive, yet, freeing
To hear my heart beat
Keeping time to the music of the love we make
Like an aria, crescendo-ing to
The cymbal crash of ecstasy
I would love to hold you in my arms
While your breathing slows
Stroking your skin
As you quietly drift off to sleep
Peaceful
Fulfilled
Sated
Loved
ok woaw that was some deep shit....im done
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